In the past I was always able to say I was happy; however, today I can still say I am happy but this time i truly do mean it… i <3 my boyfriend
give me BULLSHIT; HERE’S MY FNGER
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If one wants another only for some self-satisfaction,
usually in the form of sensual pleasure,
that wrong desire takes the form of lust rather than love.
dealing with emotions is hard especially when my heart has a mind of its own. i am able to perceive right from wrong but when my feelings are involved it is nearly impossible to think in a coherent manner. this particular experience has made me realize that i cannot force anything into happening when it is against all odds because anything that is bound to work happens naturally; however, if it is not meant to be, forcing it can cause major damage. i have learned that manipulating anything to work in my advantage can bring severe consequences; does the end justify the means? depending on what it is that one is seeking. for instance, one should not maneuver intangible things such as love because the essence of love is particularly to flow in a natural way. when one manipulates love, one is only fooling his/herself by creating an illusion that when faced with reality can cause a great deal of emotional distress. this i have learned the hard way. i learned that things that cannot be cannot be desired because one is only contributing to one’s own destruction. I’m not glad that things turned out this way but i would much rather have him as a friend than nothing at all. his happiness is my happiness<3 cheers to a new beginning<3<3<3
i hate that things have to be like this between us. i hate that we met under these complex circumstances. i hate that we cannot be together. i hate that we cannot be friends because of these overwhelming feelings that take over me when you are around. i hate that you hold my hand, yet i love to feel your skin on mine. i hate that you make me laugh, yet im in love with your sense of humor. i hate that i trust you with my feelings yet i love that you are not like the rest. i love everything about you but it saddens me our situation…we just cant be</3 i feel destroyed inside because i truly do like you im very into you. you got ahold of my attention with out any intention of letting it go. perhaps im mistaken, but i know that your feelings and mine do not differ…i know you like me too but because of our circumstances you condemn us both </3